Deep In Earth

It's really 2 years too late. I just realized that I should have claimed my SPM and PMR certificate long ago. So, with the encouragement of my classmate and friend, I went to pick them up today. It took us a while, but the old lady was so sweet and patient. She helped us find all the forgotten serial numbers and stuff. As I was turning all the stained old papers printed with our names and exam numbers, I could not help but stare at my old classmates's names. I felt really nothing at first, when I was searching for my exam number for SPM, but when I searched for my PMR exam number, with all the pages worn and blacken with time, I felt this sort of painful nostalgic feeling. Especially when I saw their names. Really, I never expected to feel such sadness. When I recall all the past things that I've been through with all my classmates and friends, I feel regret. Not the sort of regret of 'if only...' or 'what if...', but rather the regret of not being able to...

I am sorry you had to see the bad side of me that I would rarely display. It was not the true me.It was a hideous face to show you, so I am sure that you feel disgusted at me. But that's not how I am. I hope you would understand. So please forgive me. Remorse is mine now.

How nice. I'm really jealous of Akito-san and Kaya-chan. I always imagined that I would be like this with my future husband. If I can't be like this around him than I doubt I shall be happy for long. Ughh, jealous! I'm so jealous! And I'm sooo happy for Saiko and Miho. I literally cried for them. ;_;

Yes, I do!! I've been reading so much manga these days, no wonder I'm having that creative streak kind of feeling... but the studying mojo is definitely gone. My bad. Reading all these manga made me realize once more that mangakas truly are geniuses. Real geniuses. The way they can bring out emotions from us with simple characters and the stories themselves......... Writing novels or stories is one thing, but to draw them out and make them interesting? That had to take a lot of effort and hard work. Well, try to find a good manga and see. How you'd laugh at their comedic expressions, how you'd feel anxious to know the outcome, how you'd feel mellow with the romance, how you'd feel terrified by the horror. Mangakas are amazing. Happy belated birthday, Souichi. Haha.

Somebody help me........................ T___T My studying mood is gone.. Right out the window..... I only have 4 months before the final exam...but I'm still playing... What should I do? God help me...

I have mixed feelings about this movie. I'm looking forward to read the book though. The cinematography is pretty nice, since I enjoy beautiful landscapes. Wasn't expecting a lot of sexuality, so that gave me kind of an impact that I did not particularly like. Anyhow, movies are supposed to give impact. I have to say, it's not my kind if movie, but I guess this kind of thing really do happen to people in reality. Can't wait to possess the book. I must have it!!

Kimi ni Todoke. Ahhh really, what a cute love story. Kuronuma Sawako is so naive. I like stories like this, very innocent, pure love. Wouldn't it be nice to have Kazehaya-kun? Such a cute couple. ^__^

Wonderful movie. Brought me to tears. I bet the manga and anime are way better than the movie, but I am pretty impressed with it. Love all the characters. I love Nakama Yukie and Odagiri Joe. Now, I want to read the manga. I need to read the manga. This story is just too great to be ignored.