Deep In Earth

It's a full moon tonight. The moon was so bright and big! The soft glow it created on the surrounding clouds were beautiful. The image of the moonlight emanating from the hidden moon behind the clouds were a sight to behold. I love this place. I am truly thankful to God.

Why do you stare at the sky with your blurry eyes?

Letter. Music can be so poetic and beautiful. When I listen to this song I think I see a beautiful array of soft colours. So soft and perfect and kind.

I talk to myself. A lot. I talk to myself as if there is someone listening to all the nonsense I whisper. I cannot talk like this to people so I guess I take them out on my own mind. There are a lot of things that I want to say or might say or plan to say or would-have-been-better-if-I-said-it kind of things, and I talk about all this things to myself. There is no point in it really. I don't know why I do it. Not that any of it will reach outsider's knowledge, but it is sort of fun talking like this.

Hello you. A storm hit my hometown a couple of days ago. This town rarely have any storms that was big enough to get  in the news or receive proper warnings from the meteorology centre, so people were making a big fuss about it. Well, we were warned that it might cause flooding in certain areas, and that the storm may cause damage to homes and other property. Mother even half-jokingly(I think) and half-seriously told us to pack important documents and keep them close. So I told my sister and as a joke(and half-serious, maybe) we packed up our clothes and important documents. Haha. Turns out I get to play in the rain. There were some leaks at our house so I had to help take care of it. That is how I get to play outside in the rain. It was real fun! It's been a while since I felt rain on my face. Plus, I just had a shower and I let my hair down to dry naturally and it was already dried, and the leaks were some kind of an emergency situation so I didn't tie up my hair, so I ende...

I was finally able to watch a live video of VAMPS in Zepp Namba from last year's tour. Whenever I see their lives and listen to their songs, I start to think, no matter how many crushes I have and no matter how many boys I think are good looking and ideal, Hyde-sama is really the best. I have complete respect and adoration for what he has done. The final in Zepp Namba was really wonderful, it was so great! There was also news of Jrock Revolution coming to my country this year. I don't know when but when I read about it I kept thinking, of all those years wishing for something like this to happen, it is finally happening.... Then I had tears in my eyes. It really is good news. Now let's just wish they hold the live in a stadium instead of a club, or I wouldn't be able to go. Today, I read about an old Japanese superstition that the first dream in the new year will come true. Seriously, a big 'oh my God' came out of my mouth. It's not that I believe in sup...

A nightmare greeted me on the first morning of new year. I was in a Battle Royale game, but things were a lot different. I do not know why I called it a Battle Royale game since the rules were so different. But it was still a survival game. I had that feeling, you know? It seemed that those participating had to play a number of sub-games and the person who won each game became safe and got to leave. However, the games become harder as time progresses, and brutal. I remember that the last few games were going to be like those in the Saw movies. The last one who could not win any of the games will be killed. So I was determined to win the first few games, but I did not. One of the first few games was climbing up a set of super steep stairs without touching the railings. The steps were inclined to a degree that it was almost a completely flat surface. I was trying to climb those stairs but I could not, and somebody else won that one. Then the stairs became a flat surface and...