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Hello and Sadness

Hi. It's been a great while. I'm a university student now. I decided to take on the challenge and see how it goes. I suppose, right now, is another turning point in my life. It is time to make another major life-changing decision. From all my posts, this is the point in life that I despise enormously. All the risks, consequences, the unknown - all of them are nightmares to me. But I post today not because of some depressing feeling again, it is about something else. I'll write about it here. You see, I have entered a recreational club in my university residential college. It is called 'Silat Tari'. It is like the martial arts, but what we do is more focused to performances. Today, or rather, yesterday night (since it's already past 12 midnight), was our last practice for this semester. I have to say, I feel rather melancholy. There is this certain loneliness when I think about the days to come when I no longer have practice at nights. I have come to love c...