Deep In Earth

I've been researching a lot about my empathy. I always regarded myself as an extremely introverted person but I found out that these things I am experiencing could mean something psychic. Now, I'm not saying that I am psychic, but I do believe that some people do have the gift of empowered intuition and senses. So I got into reading about these things and I came across a word called 'clairsentience'. Apparently, it means the ability to sense strongly the feelings and emotions of entities around them in the heart and body. This is very intriguing because I never regarded it as clairsentience before, but I do pick up the emotions and feelings of people a lot. That's why I hate going to crowded places or places where there are a lot of people. It exhausts me a lot and I tend to just look down and not mind other people around me. I haven't been going out a lot, just a few times because I was forced to, but I really didn't want to. Let me tell you a few incid...

It has come a time when I have been craving some company. I never thought I would thinking about it like I have recently. I have a confession to make. I've been feeling the need to have intimate human company. I wish to connect intellectually and emotionally with someone special. I don't have a significant other and I have been pretty alright without that need. But somehow, I've started craving for it. I guess it's a pretty normal human desire to want someone who would always be by your side and have your back no matter what. I'd like that a lot, now that I think about it seriously. I like the idea of a partner as home. Someone who feels like home. Wouldn't that be a nice thing to feel?