Deep In Earth

Hi. Recently the weather has been to my liking. It's not to sunny but it's not raining. It feels a little chilly too. My favourite kind of weather. So now, let's get to it. I have this desire to study overseas. It's been something that I really want for a while now. I may not be consistent with my wants and desires, but I think this is something that I should take a shot at. Give it a try, you know? Who knows maybe it'll turn out fine. But of course, there are always obstacles on the road to every dreams. Even those that don't seem like it could be a problem becomes a problem. I will talk about some of it here. You see, I tried to talk to my parents about it, I believe I wrote about it before in a previous post. They did not talk me too seriously. More like they did not believe in my determination or my abilities. I agree, I do not always come off as the most confident and reliable person in the world, but give me guidance and I will do it. Give me faith an...

It's the third day of Eid, Happy Eid!! The second day of Eid I've had the opportunity to go beraya with my friends. I thought I am socially awkward. Turns out I'm quite fine actually... Hehe. I went beraya with them today too. It was great fun! I haven't seen my classmates and friends for a really long time. To be able to go out and celebrate raya with them really feels good. Even though some of my closest friends weren't able to join us because of various reasons, I am still happy to celebrate with those who were willing to have me. :) Talking with them and listening to them talk was enjoyable. My friends are hilarious. I love them all. I will miss them until the moment I get to see them again. You see, I've been thinking about something. A teacher told us before that in the Peninsular, Eid or Hari Raya is just like any other holiday. It's not really a big thing. But here in Borneo, Eid is a pretty important holiday that people of all races look for...