Deep In Earth

People. Sometimes, my hatred to people become so great and it makes me lose my mind. But that's all right, because people are human beings. That term "human beings" indicates a characteristic of being flawed, prone to mistakes, and not perfect. I really do think that human beings are the most beautiful creations, but what they do pisses me off so much I feel like stabbing somebody. I'll express myself here because irl, I don't have anybody to talk to. You see, I am reminded that we can't always show how good we are to people because they will take advantage of you. most definitely. A human being with a corrupted heart some way, will always want to take advantage of you for their own personal gain. It's there. Trying to be good, is pretty hard nowadays. I can't be so good because people will walk all over me. They will take what they want from me and leave me dry. They'll leave me at the sidewalk and throw me away. They'll abandon me in th...

It's that time again. I'm getting those negative feelings again. I must be the evil one. I must be the bad one in the group, huh? Recently someone I know said that they have it hard because of their studies and she's all stressed out about it that she wants to die. To make matters worse. She's pregnant. Everyone else was so supportive, telling her that she'll be okay, telling her that she'll be able to get through it, telling her that she must be strong, don't be stressed because of the baby. Am I the only one annoyed? Then I must be the evil one. Why I say this? I think it's very irresponsible to say that while a baby is growing inside you. Or maybe I'm just not supportive of her. I mean, I get it. Believe me, I do. But we all warned you. And we all anticipated it. So we warned you. But no... people were so confident that people could go through something like that. Some people, yes. In different circumstances, yes. But a person who's ...

Today, I wanted to talk about this experience of mine, just to get it off my chest. I used to talk about scientific or unexplained discoveries to my friends. I just love telling them these stuff, discussing it with them. Talking about Einstein, theories, possibilities.... It's so fun. However, some actually taught that I was close to blasphemy. I told them about the string theory and they couldn't except it. Well, it's granted that some people wouldn't accept the idea of multiverses and the idea of string theory. I totally understand. But what those people do not understand, is that I am not trying to make it seem like I do not believe in the day of Judgment where all human beings will be judged for their actions. I'm just considering the idea that other life forms could exist out there. In Islam, we believe that there are other creations apart from human beings, and there is no definite saying of what kind of creatures are there. There is a definite possibility t...

Science and physics are subjects that I have always liked. However, at school, I didn't really fully grasp it. Meaning to say, I wasn't a very good student at it. Which makes me really wonder. Why didn't I understand things like chemistry better, when fundamentally, it really fascinated me? I guess I wasn't that hardworking enough on it. I love to watch videos about scientific discoveries and astronomy. It's so fun and fascinating. I learned a lot in those videos than what some teachers taught me. Now, I don't know a lot. I can't really claim to be so knowledgeable than my teachers, because that could be impossible. I've just known so much about astrophysics and it is so interesting. All these theories like the black holes, string theory, Higgs Boson particles... multiple dimensions... It's all so amazing to me. Watching the sky, the stars, the moon, and nature really made me think about the powers of the Almighty. Everything is so perfect and so...