Upset and Tired

It's that time again. I'm getting those negative feelings again.

I must be the evil one.

I must be the bad one in the group, huh?

Recently someone I know said that they have it hard because of their studies and she's all stressed out about it that she wants to die. To make matters worse. She's pregnant. Everyone else was so supportive, telling her that she'll be okay, telling her that she'll be able to get through it, telling her that she must be strong, don't be stressed because of the baby. Am I the only one annoyed? Then I must be the evil one. Why I say this? I think it's very irresponsible to say that while a baby is growing inside you.

Or maybe I'm just not supportive of her.

I mean, I get it. Believe me, I do. But we all warned you. And we all anticipated it. So we warned you. But no... people were so confident that people could go through something like that. Some people, yes. In different circumstances, yes. But a person who's got issues like the one my friend has? We all warned her. But she seems capable to do it. And I admit she does look like it. But really, look what happened. We all saw it coming. It's not that I'm putting  her off, I'm not criticizing her for the issues and problems she's facing. I just thought it wouldn't be very practical and a good idea to do such things.

May Allah s.w.t guide us all.

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