Dear
I've been spending a lot of time reminiscing about the past, and by that, I mean about Dir en Grey.
Kyo's screams are the best then and now. I really miss the cute Kyo back when they first started. It baffles me how cute he was. Then when they went on Europe and American tours, things started to get pretty tough on them. Kyo turned to express himself more. I have to say, I don't miss the days when he self-harmed on stage. I'm glad those days are gone (almost...) but I do miss their intensity and the pain that I could hear in that voice. I could tell the frustrations that they were having, the pain and the difficulties, and it translated into a penetrating voice which Kyo would scream out to the audience. I think those times of trial and pain pushed them further with their performance, resulting in an emotional performance each time. I cherish those days but I'm sure as happy they are pass. I miss to hear the pain in that voice but I'm also glad the pain of those days are pass. I don't know if that makes sense but that's what it is.
I guess they've all grown into fine adults now, with experience after all those years of hard work. I am proud of Dir en Grey and what they have become. I am proud of what happened in the past and what is happening right now. I do miss those days when Kyo would flail around his arms and headbang so hard he would slip and fall. I miss those days when he would headbang so precisely and scream all his frustrations out, because I would always feel it. I felt it when he screams and I haven't been able to find anyone else who could do that. Kyo would headbang and scream the best.
Although I'm talking about Kyo a lot, my favourite member is Die. Haha. I love Die for obvious reasons, but I think I'm seeing a lot more change in Kyo than with Die, which is why I'm talking about him. I miss the cute Kyo, the frustrated Kyo, the Kyo in pain, the shy Kyo, the blonde-haired Kyo, the black-haired Kyo. But I am also proud of who Kyo is now.
To the people who would ever hurt Kyo and make fun of him, get of his back and find better things to do. He had to go through so much than you will ever know. I feel sad for that, but I also feel so proud to have him as he is now. I love you, Kyo. I wish you all the health and luck in the wold. Please take care of your beautiful voice which no one has, and take care of your body. <3
Kyo's screams are the best then and now. I really miss the cute Kyo back when they first started. It baffles me how cute he was. Then when they went on Europe and American tours, things started to get pretty tough on them. Kyo turned to express himself more. I have to say, I don't miss the days when he self-harmed on stage. I'm glad those days are gone (almost...) but I do miss their intensity and the pain that I could hear in that voice. I could tell the frustrations that they were having, the pain and the difficulties, and it translated into a penetrating voice which Kyo would scream out to the audience. I think those times of trial and pain pushed them further with their performance, resulting in an emotional performance each time. I cherish those days but I'm sure as happy they are pass. I miss to hear the pain in that voice but I'm also glad the pain of those days are pass. I don't know if that makes sense but that's what it is.
I guess they've all grown into fine adults now, with experience after all those years of hard work. I am proud of Dir en Grey and what they have become. I am proud of what happened in the past and what is happening right now. I do miss those days when Kyo would flail around his arms and headbang so hard he would slip and fall. I miss those days when he would headbang so precisely and scream all his frustrations out, because I would always feel it. I felt it when he screams and I haven't been able to find anyone else who could do that. Kyo would headbang and scream the best.
Although I'm talking about Kyo a lot, my favourite member is Die. Haha. I love Die for obvious reasons, but I think I'm seeing a lot more change in Kyo than with Die, which is why I'm talking about him. I miss the cute Kyo, the frustrated Kyo, the Kyo in pain, the shy Kyo, the blonde-haired Kyo, the black-haired Kyo. But I am also proud of who Kyo is now.
To the people who would ever hurt Kyo and make fun of him, get of his back and find better things to do. He had to go through so much than you will ever know. I feel sad for that, but I also feel so proud to have him as he is now. I love you, Kyo. I wish you all the health and luck in the wold. Please take care of your beautiful voice which no one has, and take care of your body. <3
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