Deep In Earth

I am always happy when I listen to music. Music is my escape. It is my paradise. When I listen to music and feel it throughout me, I can forget everything. And what I feel, what I see, underneath my dark eyelids, are images created by that melody. I love it tremendously. To describe how I feel when I went out with my friends the other day, last week actually, I felt happy. I wanted to go out for some time. Then we decided to go play by the sea, I was even happier. I love the sea. The fact that I could not swim won't change that. Though I confess, I have wanted to swim in the sea for a long time. I yearn to feel the coldness and then the warmth of the ocean waters against my skin. It would feel nice, wouldn't it? Anyway, I had fun on that outing with my friends. I'm sure that I am certainly not the best company to have, but I felt honoured to be invited by them. I love them. But as I walk out of their car, wave them goodbye and enter my home, I felt empty again. The kind...

Just feeling a little down right now. I dreamt of people who I shouldn't have. Feeling sad for no good reason. Perhaps I am a little lonely. No use thinking about fixing things that have already happened. There is no need to feel grey about the past. What happened has happened.

It is an undeniable fact that Asian people understand the horror genre better. Japanese people simply make the best horror games. My little brother told me about this Japanese horror game made from the RPG Maker, I did not pay attention to the name but he told me that there is this purple or blue monster that chases you around and you can't fight it. The only thing you can do to save yourself is running away from it. So I was interested a little bit, I let him talk because he looked so excited to tell me... After some time I realized the game he was talking about is Ao Oni  meaning "Blue Demon". I've played flash games from the website  before so I was a bit surprised why I never discovered this game earlier. Various other version and fan-made games have been released too. So I downloaded it and tried it and I keep screaming every time that blue nightmare of a demon comes after me. Seriously that background sound that plays when you are running away from it works re...

I've been wanting to do some posts here but I've been really unproductive lately. So now, I've finally set aside some time to do this post. I have a bunch of little posts that I want to do but I'll just do it in this one and see how it goes. So I've gone on a trip to the next town with my parents using their new silver Hilux. I'm sure they were excited to ride it since it just arrived a week before our trip. Unfortunately for me, the new tires were so hard and full with great air that the ride made me a little carsick. After changing seats to the front, and listening to my favourite songs, I felt much better. On our way back home it rained lightly at first, and then all of a sudden, BAM! came the heavy drops. I was positive that the visibility was less than 25%. But it wasn't for long. After we went pass the rain clouds the roads were completely dry. Strange weather we were having, but it was nothing new around these parts. It happens all th...

I have found another blog with weird things. I was thinking that most weird-things-blogs are no good, except for a selected few. But I incidentally found this wonderful blog, THE HORROR TREE  with all the things that intrigue me deeply. I have read a lot of its content way before I found this blog. Still, there are some that I never really read thoroughly or even heard of. Therefore I am overjoyed. I'll use a metaphor to express how I feel. Do imagine me defying gravity, floating off the ground towards the bright blue sky with fluffy and delicious-looking white clouds. And I have such a happy and meaningful expression on my face as I take off towards the blue infinite. That might mean nothing but perhaps it can show you how I feel at the moment. I am really excited now. I won't be sleeping tonight I guess. The best time to read these stories is during the dead night when the lights are out and nobody else is awake! You can only hear the sound of the wind blowing i...