Deep In Earth

Alright. So Natsume Yuujinchou is a pretty famous anime, right? I've watched it before, but this is the first time I've listened to the original soundtracks. I have to say, I'm very impressed even though it is unlike Mushishi's ost which I love and adore very much, it has the same potential and has similar feelings, although only in some of the songs, for example 'Kusa Odoru Kaze no Hibiki' and 'Honoka no Kioku'. It is an anime after all. Mushishi is a really beautiful anime, while I feel Natsume Yuujinchou is rather like the conventional anime, but shows similar uniqueness and beauty as well. It has sad times and heart-felt times like that in Mushishi. But the thing is, Mushishi doesn't really make an effort, or make it seem that way. It shows things simply as it is and I cry because it's just so sad. I think this separates Mushishi from other animes as well. The soundtrack composed by Yoshimori Makoto is exceptional. I fell in love instantly wh...

Hi. Mimi here. Yah~ I've been really negative lately. Even though this blog is all white an pure. My pessimistic side just won't give up sometimes, huh? I guess time was all I needed. I feel much better right now than before. I'm beginning to accept things are they are. I shouldn't be ashamed of anything. I should just accept it and make the best of it. It's not the end yet. I'll show them that I hall exceed what they think of me. If I don't try it first, then how would I know, right? I feel like I want to draw again. I want to learn how to draw on a computer. It's easier this way, don't you think? And I watched Mushishi the other day. Hah~ this anime never ceases to amaze me. Definitely my favourite anime, or one of the top on my list. It's really a beautiful anime. There's nothing like it, I'm sure, even for another million years. Let me tell you that I really enjoy original soundtrack's music. Background music in movies a...

This blog has been rather depressing lately. All I ever write nowadays is about depressing topics. Not that I expect people to read them. I just want to write about them. Because these things really do happen to me. And this post will not be any different I suppose. I have been excited the few days because I was planning to further my studies overseas. I have always wanted to do it. It has been one of the smaller dreams of mine. I have been doing my research, looking for favourable universities with the courses of interests and accommodation. I read information about the tuition fees and almost fainted, but I keep reading and read more stuff about student loans, international scholarships, and funding... I think I have been doing this kind of research for a week. I even send enquiries and questions to the universities asking about my interest to enrol in their universities. I am grateful to all of the people who replied my emails and responded with such patience and kindness, eve...

Today is my birthday. Yesterday actually. It looks like it's already past 12 at midnight. Oh well. I think this will be a very long post. I have a lot of things to write about. I have always tried to be happy and I aspire to stay that way, and I do get happy sometimes, like when I'm watching anime or read a hilarious manga. I love it! But after a while, there is this feeling that comes creeping up to me when I am being left alone or inactive. It grabs me rather suddenly and I get trapped in it until I decide that I have to do something about it. And motivation is not my best friend. It is rarely there for me when I need it. I really don't know how people can get all of that motivation. People get motivated and be confident and happy all the time, it's not like I push away positivity but I just do not know how people could do it. How do people feel happy all the time? How do people stay positive all the time? Well let me share my university entrance result. I got ...