Deep In Earth

Lately, I have been desiring to wear brighter and more colourful clothes. I admit that my wardrobe does not contain the most varied colours as others would have. It seems natural that one's wardrobe would have more of their favourite colour but that is not the case with mine. My favourite colour is turqoise and aqua, and yet I have less of these colours than black. I like black too, because it is flattering to everyone. I have been notified numerous times that I am a boring person for wearing black all the time, despite being rather young. My family tells me that I should wear brighter colours befitting my age rather than monotonous shades befitting old people. I think I have finally understood with what they meant. I feel like wearing colourful clothes nowadays, but with my limited supply of such clothes, I guess it means that I will need to do some shopping. This will be hard on my parent's wallets. But for the sake of youth, I will strive!

In the past few weeks, or months, I have been listening to L'arc all the time. I couldn't go a day without listening to their songs. I have felt and realized a number of things in the course of my routine, so I want to write about it in here. When I first listened seriously to laruku as my favourite band - when I was around 12, I've been listening their tunes emanating from my sisters' bedroom long before - I was not really fond of their old music. But it did not take me long to love all those classic 80/90s music. I started listening to their first album and Shutting From The Sky and Voice won me over. Then it was In The Air, All Dead, Blame, Wind Of Gold, Blurry Eyes, Inner Core, and White Feathers. During this time, I didn't really get into their Heavenly album, I thought everything was just ok and ordinary.  But then, I remember suddenly being obsessed with Garasu Dama not long after. I love that song so much. Then I enjoyed other songs. After I was turning 14...

I would like to write about how I passed my well-dreaded final exam. Thank God a million times over. I was so worried about it, even pessimistic about it. Then a friend instilled some new faith and courage to me, and when I went to see the results I went feeling somewhat neutral but with faith at the same time. As I walked up the steps to the teacher's office, I felt I couldn't move my legs, but I did, and walked right into the office. The teacher asked about how I was feeling, and I couldn't answer him, because suddenly there was this ball of nerves stuck in my throat. Truthfully, I felt rather nervous and I trusted everything to God and qada' and qadar. Alhamdulillah, all praises to God, I passed with 4 principles. This might not be such a good result, but it was good enough for me, considering how I never passed my math and chemistry during school. It was truly a miracle. I felt this kind of happiness, the kind where you love everybody in this world and you forgive t...

I love the Kingdom Hearts series. Love it so much. I remember when I used to play it when I was younger, I never felt so much emotion. Of course, I am exaggerating, but it truly was awesome and it still is. That time, we did not use any cheats. We all just played it through like how it was meant to be played. I wish I can play it again. I only played it once because the last time I finished playing it, I could not control my emotions! I felt everything at the same time! I know I've said this before. I am an emotional person. I view fictional characters like they are real people in real life. So I see Pewdiepie started playing KH. About time he did it. I think Pewdiepie refrained from playing it because he didn't want to be 'mainstream', but maybe KH is not so mainstream somehow so I don't really know. I agree with everyone, it is one of the best games that ever existed on this feeble Earth. I love everyone who contributed to make that game a reality for all of u...