Deep In Earth

I have a lot of thoughts in my mind and a lot of things that I plan to do. I've got so much stuff that I want to do. But today, I'm just going to express a little opinion of mind. As a human being, I've always wanted to be a better person. I'm trying to be a better person in the direction to God. But sometimes, I'm not always a good person. As much as I try to be patient and positive, there's darkness in everybody and I have accepted that there is a darkness in me that perhaps won't go away as long as I live. All I can do is keep trying and be better, and look back on my actions and decide to stay away from anything that will cause me to be the person that I don't want to be. I also believe that anybody can change for the better. No matter what their past may be, there's always a potential of good in every single human being. I truly believe that. It is up to God to open their hearts and show them the way, and it's up to the person themselves...

It's the fifth week in this semester. I've had a lot of things happen since the last time I made a post. I've had some surreal dreams and they were pretty weird. I'm sure I've written a word document about some of it. These dreams are pretty vivid. They look like movies with dramatic story lines. So, I like to write them down because they have some pretty nice plot. Don't know how my brain come up with them though. I think that's pretty fascinating. My final year project isn't going anywhere right now. It's been stagnant. I am trying to get my supervisor to look over my interview questions before I can get his approval and proceed to interview my informants. I also have some assignments coming up. This week in HRIS, we were thought how to make a database in M.Access. Darn.. I couldn't understand it. It's times like this when I feel pretty helpless and useless. I get the notion that if I cannot even get myself to understand or be useful with...