Various Things...

I was finally able to watch a live video of VAMPS in Zepp Namba from last year's tour. Whenever I see their lives and listen to their songs, I start to think, no matter how many crushes I have and no matter how many boys I think are good looking and ideal, Hyde-sama is really the best. I have complete respect and adoration for what he has done. The final in Zepp Namba was really wonderful, it was so great!

There was also news of Jrock Revolution coming to my country this year. I don't know when but when I read about it I kept thinking, of all those years wishing for something like this to happen, it is finally happening.... Then I had tears in my eyes. It really is good news. Now let's just wish they hold the live in a stadium instead of a club, or I wouldn't be able to go.

Today, I read about an old Japanese superstition that the first dream in the new year will come true. Seriously, a big 'oh my God' came out of my mouth. It's not that I believe in superstitions, but it was rather shocking. I mean, I dreamed about being in a survival game. Now I wonder what that dream really meant... Perhaps it was some kind of mental metaphor to a life situation or a deep desire? I wonder... I feel really curious about it. Last year I dreamed about being dragged by the feet by an invisible force from my bed. I immediately thought it was a ghost and was thinking of ways to escape. Haha. I checked in the internet and a lot of people had the same dream, but nobody knew what it meant. Hmm... this really bothers me. Isn't it curious that these people from all over the world have the same dream as you yet nobody knows the meaning behind it? How irritating, ne.

And today I washed my comforter and let it out to dry. The weather was looking pretty nice, it was sunny and all and suddenly I heard the pitter patter of the rain dropping against the roof.... Then in seconds it turned into a downpour. Really.... the comforter was all wet, and it was almost completely dried too. My mother is going to give me bleeding ears when she gets back from work. Sigh~

Well it is not like I hate it when it rains, I absolutely love it! I only hate it when things become like this.... Anyway, I was really impressed by VAMPS. Even gentle K.A.Z. :)

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