Some Words for Motivation
Being in form 6 is hard. Harder than I had imagined. Harder than I expected it to be. I understood that it was a higher level of education - my sis told me that it's one of the hardest exams in the world - but I never thought it would be so hard like this. I have thought, why am I such an idiot to join form 6? It is suicide. I know I am weak, and yet I joined it. Perhaps, I wanted to challenge myself at the time. I wanted to know my limits and what I can do. I am not being conceited, but I know that I can pass, if only I wasn't lazy. Everybody needs the studying mojo to study, and I am lacking it most of the time.
I guess being a literature or art student is okay, but being a science student is exceptionally difficult. Especially when you are weak in science subjects, of course. I like biology and got an A for that in spm, but I am defenseless when it comes to math and chemistry. These two subjects are like wars in which I have not enough soldiers or weapons to fight with. I dread them, but I know I must face them. My teacher told us weak students to target questions that are sure to come out and carry sufficient marks to pass the paper.
Even though I am a weak student, and I barely pass my exams, I am still proud of myself for being able to increase my marks gradually. Even though I did not get a principle, I succeeded in increasing my total marks. Though this is not true for all subjects, but I am proud that I could obtain higher marks than before for chemistry and biology, even just a little bit. I need to study and push myself harder so that I can achieve the much required principle. I must not be idle anymore, there is less than 5 months before the real stpm starts. I must continue to increase my marks and get the principles. I simply must. My teacher said, "when you take the effort to do something, even just a little bit, it will definitely result in something". And that is what I want to believe. I also believe, that God is giving me a chance to achieve my dream. If I had taken the other paths, my dreams would be uncertain, whereas taking form 6 would give better chances to reach for it. He's thrown me in an obstacle that he knows that I can overcome.
At least, Mimi, the borderline for you is 45 and above. Try to get this first, then strive for 56. You can do it. You can do it. If God is willing, you can do it. God will repay you for your effort, even just a little. He the Almighty will surely repay you. Believe in it. That God will repay you.
I guess being a literature or art student is okay, but being a science student is exceptionally difficult. Especially when you are weak in science subjects, of course. I like biology and got an A for that in spm, but I am defenseless when it comes to math and chemistry. These two subjects are like wars in which I have not enough soldiers or weapons to fight with. I dread them, but I know I must face them. My teacher told us weak students to target questions that are sure to come out and carry sufficient marks to pass the paper.
Even though I am a weak student, and I barely pass my exams, I am still proud of myself for being able to increase my marks gradually. Even though I did not get a principle, I succeeded in increasing my total marks. Though this is not true for all subjects, but I am proud that I could obtain higher marks than before for chemistry and biology, even just a little bit. I need to study and push myself harder so that I can achieve the much required principle. I must not be idle anymore, there is less than 5 months before the real stpm starts. I must continue to increase my marks and get the principles. I simply must. My teacher said, "when you take the effort to do something, even just a little bit, it will definitely result in something". And that is what I want to believe. I also believe, that God is giving me a chance to achieve my dream. If I had taken the other paths, my dreams would be uncertain, whereas taking form 6 would give better chances to reach for it. He's thrown me in an obstacle that he knows that I can overcome.
At least, Mimi, the borderline for you is 45 and above. Try to get this first, then strive for 56. You can do it. You can do it. If God is willing, you can do it. God will repay you for your effort, even just a little. He the Almighty will surely repay you. Believe in it. That God will repay you.
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