Shoujo Mangas...?
I enjoy reading. But one thing I like more than reading is listening to music. But just listening to music is something that I do once in a while, so to balance things out, I play computer games while the music is playing. I do this ALL the time, so most of the books that I read ends up unfinished before I go to the next book. But rest assured, I do my best to finish them. Of course, book that interests me deeply and impacted me greatly will be read enthusiastically to the end.
Nowadays, I tend to listen to music before I go to sleep as I lay on my comfortable bed. And I tend to fall asleep while the music is still playing.. all the way until I wake up in the morning (more like afternoon... :P)... I sense that this terrible habit is effecting my ears, since I listen to Diru nowadays. Haha.
Now I will tell something completely different. You know I love to read mangas online. If only they were sold freely here in the place where I live, I would buy all the mangas in the world. But alas, I can only try to satisfy myself with digital scanned images of manga pages. You see, I've been reading this one particular shoujo manga, and I have to admit that I don't really read shoujo manga as much as other mangas. This is because it pains me so much. Hihihi. Whatever that means. Most shoujo manga have these beautiful bishounen who likes little chibi girls. I don't remember if I have stated this before but I am a petite person. I am 4'11" with my weight ranging around 39-42 kilograms. Yes, I am very short, but I've met people shorter than me. Perhaps it is because of this, that I am particularly attracted to tall guys. The media tells me that taller guys prefer short girls. But I've been out and about and that is all poppycock. Well, maybe I haven't really met tall guys that prefer someone like me, or maybe I come across as unapproachable and arrogant. Now that I think about it, I think I do give out this 'get away from me' vibe, mainly because I do not want to associate myself with people who won't make any permanent friendship with me. But once you talk and get to know me, I think I'm alright. It's just... well I haven't found someone I am attracted to, I guess.
Well the point of me bringing up the topic about shoujo mangas is that the tall bishounen always ends up with the cute chibi girl who never had a boyfriend or have always been a loner and all that stuff. I feel like I can relate to all the chibi girls in shoujo mangas, especially if they have a similar personality as mine. Me, being a bundle of frustrations, just tend to get a little upset when this happens. It's like, "Why can't this happen to me? Why can't a tall bishounen like me too?!" Hehe. You know, things like that. I feel a little tight in my chest area and I flail my arms into the skies as I blame fate for my loneliness. Or maybe it's just me. I'm a very shy person, so approaching someone will never be my thing. I just hope, someone guy out there who I can be attracted to and who is attracted to me, will be courageous enough to approach me first. With full honesty and sincerity, of course. I'm not looking for boyfriends to play around with. I am searching for a spouse. A serious relationship. You know, the usual. Maybe my seriousness comes out as a vibe and it intimidates some people. Yeah, it's definitely my own problem.
Anyhow that's what I feel like writing today. Goodbye.
Nowadays, I tend to listen to music before I go to sleep as I lay on my comfortable bed. And I tend to fall asleep while the music is still playing.. all the way until I wake up in the morning (more like afternoon... :P)... I sense that this terrible habit is effecting my ears, since I listen to Diru nowadays. Haha.
Now I will tell something completely different. You know I love to read mangas online. If only they were sold freely here in the place where I live, I would buy all the mangas in the world. But alas, I can only try to satisfy myself with digital scanned images of manga pages. You see, I've been reading this one particular shoujo manga, and I have to admit that I don't really read shoujo manga as much as other mangas. This is because it pains me so much. Hihihi. Whatever that means. Most shoujo manga have these beautiful bishounen who likes little chibi girls. I don't remember if I have stated this before but I am a petite person. I am 4'11" with my weight ranging around 39-42 kilograms. Yes, I am very short, but I've met people shorter than me. Perhaps it is because of this, that I am particularly attracted to tall guys. The media tells me that taller guys prefer short girls. But I've been out and about and that is all poppycock. Well, maybe I haven't really met tall guys that prefer someone like me, or maybe I come across as unapproachable and arrogant. Now that I think about it, I think I do give out this 'get away from me' vibe, mainly because I do not want to associate myself with people who won't make any permanent friendship with me. But once you talk and get to know me, I think I'm alright. It's just... well I haven't found someone I am attracted to, I guess.
Well the point of me bringing up the topic about shoujo mangas is that the tall bishounen always ends up with the cute chibi girl who never had a boyfriend or have always been a loner and all that stuff. I feel like I can relate to all the chibi girls in shoujo mangas, especially if they have a similar personality as mine. Me, being a bundle of frustrations, just tend to get a little upset when this happens. It's like, "Why can't this happen to me? Why can't a tall bishounen like me too?!" Hehe. You know, things like that. I feel a little tight in my chest area and I flail my arms into the skies as I blame fate for my loneliness. Or maybe it's just me. I'm a very shy person, so approaching someone will never be my thing. I just hope, someone guy out there who I can be attracted to and who is attracted to me, will be courageous enough to approach me first. With full honesty and sincerity, of course. I'm not looking for boyfriends to play around with. I am searching for a spouse. A serious relationship. You know, the usual. Maybe my seriousness comes out as a vibe and it intimidates some people. Yeah, it's definitely my own problem.
Anyhow that's what I feel like writing today. Goodbye.
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