In June, Approaching July
Good day. I have been away for a long time. I had a hiatus from blogging for quite a number of months.
The reason I was away is because I have school. I am a university student now and I am learning new things and going through a lot of new experiences. I am learning how to do my assignments and try to survive in such an institute.
I have semester break right now so I am at home, lying in my cosy bed in my newly refurbished bedroom. I have a bigger bed now. My bookcase is still the same though, no budget for new bookcases. My desk in gone, for I don't think I will particularly need it for any future use. At least not right now, that is.
I am studying a programme that I have no certain interest in. I am good in art, if compared to the science field, but I have no exceptional talent or skills in art. If anything, I am just ordinary, if not boring, yet able. I guess. Before I came back for my semester break, I sent in my application to change courses. I applied for Human Resource. My counsellor said that if God is willing, I will succeed in my application.
I applied at the last minute, two weeks before I was about to fly home. At that moment, I felt like it was something I should do, something I should take care of before I went back home. It was something motivating, something like I can do. Therefore I applied. I told myself, that if my house-mate was able to get good results in that course, then I can definitely do it too. And this way of thinking really motivated me. It pushed me and I felt like I can do it when I set my mind to it.
The problem is now, I don't think I want to stay in that university. It's a comfortable place, great facilities and accommodations and all. But, I don't want to study Human Resource. My dream wasn't to study that. I wanted to study something else. And I have written over and over again in this blog. The filed that I am most interested in, my dream programme to study is English Literature. I really want to study this course. My sister told me, if I am unsuccessful in my changing course application, then I should transfer to a private university. The thing is, I want to change to a private university anyway. I want to study in a private university where there is an English Literature programme. I have found a target university but I need some opinions.. Will it be safe for my future if I transfer into a private university? That is what I need to know. All the other things, I will handle it as best I can. I just want to know, is this a choice worth taking? If there is a chance of achieving my dream, even the slightest, the most minute chance, I am willing to take it if it means getting closer to my dream.
Perhaps, all was not in vain, Perhaps, there is still some light and hope for me to reach my longing dream.
The reason I was away is because I have school. I am a university student now and I am learning new things and going through a lot of new experiences. I am learning how to do my assignments and try to survive in such an institute.
I have semester break right now so I am at home, lying in my cosy bed in my newly refurbished bedroom. I have a bigger bed now. My bookcase is still the same though, no budget for new bookcases. My desk in gone, for I don't think I will particularly need it for any future use. At least not right now, that is.
I am studying a programme that I have no certain interest in. I am good in art, if compared to the science field, but I have no exceptional talent or skills in art. If anything, I am just ordinary, if not boring, yet able. I guess. Before I came back for my semester break, I sent in my application to change courses. I applied for Human Resource. My counsellor said that if God is willing, I will succeed in my application.
I applied at the last minute, two weeks before I was about to fly home. At that moment, I felt like it was something I should do, something I should take care of before I went back home. It was something motivating, something like I can do. Therefore I applied. I told myself, that if my house-mate was able to get good results in that course, then I can definitely do it too. And this way of thinking really motivated me. It pushed me and I felt like I can do it when I set my mind to it.
The problem is now, I don't think I want to stay in that university. It's a comfortable place, great facilities and accommodations and all. But, I don't want to study Human Resource. My dream wasn't to study that. I wanted to study something else. And I have written over and over again in this blog. The filed that I am most interested in, my dream programme to study is English Literature. I really want to study this course. My sister told me, if I am unsuccessful in my changing course application, then I should transfer to a private university. The thing is, I want to change to a private university anyway. I want to study in a private university where there is an English Literature programme. I have found a target university but I need some opinions.. Will it be safe for my future if I transfer into a private university? That is what I need to know. All the other things, I will handle it as best I can. I just want to know, is this a choice worth taking? If there is a chance of achieving my dream, even the slightest, the most minute chance, I am willing to take it if it means getting closer to my dream.
Perhaps, all was not in vain, Perhaps, there is still some light and hope for me to reach my longing dream.
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