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I am usually silent.

I don't give my reasons when people assume or accuse me of things. I don't even bother anymore because people will keep on finding ways to justify their accusations, even when I am telling the truth.

I can tell them, but then our minds are not the same. So they will twist it according to their understanding and perception, and naturally they will disprove of my reasons. Calling it "invalid", "stupid", "lazy", and whatever it can be. I don't want to bother with people who will never understand me.

It's not their fault anyway. They've been socialized to understand things as such. And I have been socialized to understand things my own way. Nobody is at fault.

So I always remain silent. I do things my own way, because getting people to be considerate of other people is not what I aim to do with my life. And if they accuse me and assume things about me, without the effort to understand me, then so be it.

I am who I am.

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