Feels Stale

It's Sunday today. And I'm not doing too good.

I've started to do my final year project seriously but it seems like I've had some pretty tall brick walls to scale. It's pretty bad.

I called my dad and he told me I should have done something sooner. Well, he's right. I've did bad. It was my fault for delaying things. I didn't have enough courage to even talk to strangers. I didn't have the confidence. I remember I was so scared and anxious. Just thinking about it made me nervous. And that has costs me so much these past few weeks. All because of my anxiety. It's really hard on me now.

I don't what else I can do. I just hope the other people can help me out. I won't give up. I'll think of something. I'm trying to be optimistic because if I let it consume me, I'll get all depressed again and that is not what I need right now. If it gets to that I won't be able to do anything. I'm struggling to keep the darkness away. I'm trying hard.

Who ever you are, if you're reading this, please pray for me that I can do this and finish it nicely. Amin.

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